It's heaven!!!!!!!!

Oh my..it's bye bye exams!! and hello holidays!!!

Gosh..it's also a start of a new beginning.
The beginning of holidays and a great journey ahead...will be travelling myself this time on this path

I have so many plans for the holidays- salsa at Xenbar, Club Jazz at Studio Wu..keeping myself real busy also with my little girls classes and their performance. Working real hard as well...until my attachment at Conrad...half looking forward and half bit scared...high expectations of myself, very worried that i'll screw it up...hai

Saturday night was spent with my buddies, had dinner and a ride..then ended up at Chuanying's house AGAIN. Well, it's was a good night, felt loved..keke especially the ride we had around the new highway to kaki bukit *wink*

I went for Easter Sunday today... at indoor stadium, event by City Harvest...always invited by Amanda to go for such events..*another inlet of love..haha* yep! but this time I went with my cousin and his cell group mates.. was interesting as usual..and i always feel like crying when i go for these events haha ..well..at least i feel good, my current aim is to be happy everyday

i know it sounds funny, corny..whatever...but it IS IMPORTANT not to be angry with someone or something...pretty bad for health

My next topic today is can you forgive and forget?
people say when you forgive, you'll forget..
Some say they have forgiven a person but they can't forget..BUT if you can't forget, that means you haven't forgiven that person???!! Some things just can't be forgotten..funny it seems embedded the more you want to rid of it..

How?? ...

Can man and women just be great friends??

After 2nd paper! Just so lazy to start on the MEIT revision, but I am going to by 11pm, now its erm...10.20pm...ahuh..

The topic on class 95 : " can man and women just be great friends?" well, I think can..they can be super good friends..i used to think not, I used to feel that there is no such thing, once you get too close and understand each other so well, you will end up with each other..
However, I guess it's just the opposite, the more you know the other person, the better friends you are * shuyi example* she has a great number of good friends and they are male friends, also besides her, i have a lot of friends who are like that too, Kai, huimin and natasha for one is a classic example.. like natasha say, cannot means cannot..no sparks la..man...

what do you think?? I guess most people will think that it's possible huh? ya..
so do I...
well, my own relationship is pretty rocky..my feelings are on extreme ups and downs, like roller coaster..is it always like that? I feel like I can fall apart anytime, and I am so desperate until I think I can do anything to make things be the way they used to be, but I know it's never going to be...we just have to try to accpet and adapt huh? yea..Do something to make it better instead of looking back to wish..at least I try, so if it doesn't turn out well, I know I did my best..yea..

Would like to go watch the wedding date! Sounds like the opposite of pretty woman, the male escort..hahaha...think it's going to be a great show..
well, be keeping myself busy, it's the standard way of adapting oneself to get over certain things i guess...nothing much to say or think about now, sometimes time is a good healer...we shall leave time to cure this almost broken relationship...

Have a strong urge to try out the chocolate buffet, either at fullerton or at the esplanade one *forgot the name* opposite harry's...greedy hor?? haha...want to do everything before i go for my attachment...maybe try out the reverese bungee at clarke quay too..

realise one thing, there are more things to do when you are single, it may be boring and sad when you can't hang out with your one and only love as often anymore but it is twice as much fun to hang out with your buddies! I have a group of great friends who will do anything for me!! I love them!!! Going to drag them to do stuff with me...Now i see morethings to do, think my friends are more enthusiastic!! Makes me all excited about things i plan AHAHA...

actually planning to go thailand with them, but was cancelled cos shir is still quite packed with her stuff and I am broke to the core.. so guess we will postpone it...

eileen and amanda going different places this time so I couldn't join them, would feel like a gigantic lamp post, *not just a light bulb*...

ya..got a gigantic moth in my room, banging on the walls..stupid insect..now it's trapped in an empty bird's nest glass container and fluttering inside.. aww...better let it out, will do that TOMORROW...MUAHAHAHA!!!! evil!!!! That's me now!!!
ok la..let it out now...* off to window*

It's exam time!

Just handed up my learning portfolio on Friday, think it was alright.. hope can score for it.. now planning for exam revision...missed too many accounts tutorial, went but didn't prepare so bit lost... need to brush up on accounts since mid sem i did quite badly..

then also need to squeeze in POM altogether 11 topics.. need to revise fast and get all the main points...think must give lots of examples to show my understanding, project we did quite well so i guess i am a little bit safe in POM...

then for MEIT, the project is definitely a C or D.. I will thank all the gods in the world if I get a C+...see so sure that it's a failure...anyway, there's 18 topics in MEIT..need to mind map them ..probably easier this way for me...i must get an A..the least a B+...cos of the project pulling me down...pray to heaven and earth and every living creature in the world iget a B+!!!!

then tmr proficiency test, reading some wine and food list now...trying to rememeber the menu and see the marking assesment...aiming for a certain level ..mm...

then tmr meeting eileen to do the MEIT quiz in school...another place to accumulate points..

then tuesday meeting with amanda and eileen for french practice... thursday's the test...
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!! can't breathe!! hoo..haa..hoo...haa

then my little ones haven't finish the choreography!!! I must teach finish but they must come!!! gosh..the tailor ask me to get my own cloth..so i must go reckee for cheapo cloth!!!!!!! argh!! so many things...

breathe in breathe out ..taking a big and deep breath...

Has love found it way?

As many of my khakis have guessed, I am back with ed. After nights and nights of arguement and discussion, we finally went back together. Both agreed on our faults, and changes is inevitable but takes time. We shall see how things go along the way...but I am still glad things turned out this way.

In another three weeks time, exams settling in. I haven't touched my accounts tutorials for like three weeks...not very me know? I usually do my work and not skip class, but i guess I am just too tired...monday's proficiancy tests and i haven't prepare the wine list. Then this friday is submission of learning portfolio!..oh my god..then next week is the french speaking tests...when to start revising for exams??? when everything's still not settled yet??? it's crazy...

not just that, my little girls performance is in june, i am left with about 12 lessons to make sure they get the routine and know it well, thehn the costumes is another problem, need to find tailor, materials, draw out my own design...whiole process is fun but I am still super new to it...hope everything turn out alright...

oh my...i really need to give myself some time to keep in touch with my soul...
haha