Genting trip!

finally can get down and update my blog! came back from genting last week, spent 3days out of singapore..if i was richer the holiday would have been better haha me and edwin were so poor we had to share everything, but it was fun as well..the first day was the cruise trip, it was excellent, we were on deck 11 but in the stateroom, the one with the FAKE view..haha and we saw his cousin on the same cruise ship! food was great, casino was fun..yep that's right CASINO..cos I AM 18 AND ABOVE mah! played roulette and edwin whacked on black jack, i must say he's really experience loh...then went genting, toook a long long bus ride up, had KFC for dinner..sad...it was 23.98RINGGIT loh!! damn ex...then the next day, we early early went to the theme park, i tot our tickets can allow for indoor as well, but sala...only outdoor, and we took almost all the thrill ride except corkscrew and one i forgot the name, I was pestering edwin to take the space shot, it rises almost 12m up in the sky then BOOM!!! falls with gravity to about 5m off the ground..wha lao i tell you this the most exciting one lo..and edwin actually didn't want to take but i dun noe what triggered him to try it with me in the end haha and the weather was cold, we still took the boat ride that smashes into the water, i almost froze...then becus the casino admission is 21 and above, i lost edwin for almost 2 hours..or rather he lost me cos we had some miscommunication and he worried for whole 2 hours until he saw me coming down the escalator he went @#$@@!!$ at me..then keke... quite exciting too..took the CABLE CAR down...SOOOooooOO fun and it was beautiful!! minus the long bus ride back to singapore, it was like the longest time i ever spent with edwin side by side, with him sleeping almost 3/4 of the time.. i was so bored, and there was this one cockroach that irritated me to bits and edwin refuse to tel me he saw it next to me..damn..i only knew when we reached singapore, freaked me out man..but over all great great fun...good time for relaxation

my birthday chalet!

hey everybody reading my blog, you are invited to my chalet on the 30th Nov, Tuesday 5.30pm at SAF Holiday chalet sealand road, unit d10!!~ I will be sending out a reminder sms on sunday! Please do try to make it! now I am listening to Alicia Keys-if i ain't got you...super good..
oh and for my chalet there may not be booze..cos too broke to get haha, but food is sponsored by my mum and it is guaranteed superb! so make yourself free and come!!!!
see ya!! off to my cruise trip and will be back on sunday!!

I left my job!

dun noe whether to be happy or sad... yesterday was my last day at work, didn't do much, wasn't busy, heart quite heavy cos bit sad, learnt most of my things there, learnt a lot about life, encountered things, problems and were taught how to face them, and I am taking all that away with me...actually i think even with my many orchestra practices i would still be able to work but I guess I am just quite sick, and also i feel that i've changed a lot, I am no longer what i used to be, I became quietier inside me, not much thoughts..not deep, not motivated..though on the surface very enthusiatic and all... guess it's because singaporean customers trained me well with their "serve me" attitude, I've learnt to build a protective shield and all of me is sort of hiddened i guess... i need to find it back, my confidence i used to have, all the drive and motivation.. i believe i can.. is it just owkr, or is it the people i hang around with or the people i am close to or my mum? hmm... anyways, had a farewell from manager thomas and felt that my service there was appreciated and it made me feel good leaving, not as guilty conscience..haha bartender edwin and I had a good talk about relationships, he really knows how to wake me up and get things straight in me..i am clearer of what i want.. isn't it after all about what you want? life is always the case, nothing is predestined, probably the choices, ultimately you choose..know what you want so you choose what you want, the rest doesn't matter anymore, next would be follow through with your choice because you chose it... then you'll have no regrets.. it is important.. all boils down to being happy.. live life happy.. it's not that complicating ..yea

hectic public holiday week..

wha super busy week, was working straight from wed to sunday, think will earn my most bit on that week.. they expected public holiday to be crowded but apparently not, so lucky we were not slammed...

met up with chuanying , shir and pei and they rest at chuanying's birthday celebration, i was the last to reach cos i went after work, took a cab there..shiong ar.. yea, then saw jianwei and kimhuat tehre too, talked a lot, great catching up session, jianwei need a friend to accompany him for social night, and I was chosen as the help haha quite flattered, must be because i very talkative la..haha but everybody, just to let you all know, i'm only noisy in groups i am close with, the rest of the time i am very very quiet one, i dun like to talk a lot..i am serious..

anyways, i quit my job..last day on this sunday..going to be out of income, poor..hai..will see how things go.. had a great week working with super jackie and Ksu, wonder why edwin has such strong thing against working with her, she's actually really good at her job, good at selling and pushing sales even when the crowd is low and slow...yea...that good, she's doing what we were paid to do..kewl...

my baby niece is sleeping, sis woke me up early in the morning cos she needs to go bank, realise today i no need to baby sit?? yea cos it's school holidays and my sis no need to go back school! yeah!!

on sunday after work, went out with ksu to watch movie, met yangze there and caught the same movie,was quite excited about the new company and had quite a talk with ksu complaining about her boyfriend, then he was nice enough to offer us a ride home, however, i dun noe why he could tahan sending one all the way to bukit batok, then one all the way to chai chee then go all the way back to yio chu kang..haha..good to see him after such a long time, good catching up session..

yea monday woke up at 3pm cos by time i got back home it was about 7am and i slpet like a pig, as bb edwin would say...and he was right i would fall into deep sleep haha...then met my bb in the late afternoon, slept again! till evening time, then we decided to go out for dinner, however the determined me did not eat much except a cup of milo, half gelare waffle with mango sorbet, and a glass of ice lemon tea, as i am on a strict diet given by my dear edwin, I am supposed to lose 3kg by time we go for our criuse if not i am not allowed the buffet onboard...damn..so i must keep up the diet, and i have one week left!!!!! gosh...had a great time even when we didn't do much..went to tampines for dinner, then went to check for movie but none got our interest, then we discouvered the rooftop stage on the top floor of tampines and it got us or at least me super excited about the new discovery, he was quite happy cos can watch soccer.. haha and ya then we ride to changi to check out my chalet location and it's just OPPOSITE aloha changi! we parked and went in to see which one is the unit...was D10 and it was beautifully big with a spiral staircase, i love it!!! thanks kor!! haha..birthday present from my brother...

yea then after checking all that out, we went home, had a great ride home cos the weather was cooling and the road seemed new, saw the rpison, the old buildings the other chalets and etc..love new and intersting roads..not those with a lot of traffic lights and road signs la...yea...dun noe if i will ever drive again..hmm...anyway all excited about the criuse but maybe too broke to spend anything...damn...shall see and hope that when i bet on 4D on sunday i strike!!!!!!!

Never all good no evil...

too lazy to update my blog everyday, so I will only post something when inspiration strikes me.. for the past week, i took care of my baby niece vic, went orchestra, work, and more problems at work, then today is liike the worst day... of work i meant, taking care of my niece was like the best thing during the week even though i hate it when she cries and I have absolutely no idea what is wrong, but leaving that aside, talking about my bad encounter at work... met a super nice ang mo, talked about everything, he was one of the behaving angmos that apparently i guess Ballymoon's would be targeting, however came this asshole who was a regular's boss.. he is one horny bastard *pardon me for my french* but ya...took all chances he could to try to take advantage of me and my colleague, i wished i have my saffron knife with me... my mum said it's like super sharp, i bet it wouldn't hurt much if i chopped off those malfunctioning tools hanging on his body,why malfunction?cos he was a super old *censored* guy..

yea..cannot be too vulgur, not very nice ar...m,any people reading this see...and then there was bernard, my long term regular, always questioning me things i'll never be able to understand, cosmic energy, fibonachi numbers/ratios, woman are the personification of power, or something like that...then he loves to ask the big question of 'WHY???" i should maybe reocrd all the things he say and file them up, for that one year i worked there, i could have at least 10 files now... then he asked me to go online and serach for the seven cities of cibola, apparently everything is fragile there, you touch something, everything will be destroyed...yea...be checking that out in aminute after i'm done with this...i wonder why i always checks out what he says, it always sounds like nonsense to me but i still check them out...anyway, he's like the CEO of Ashmore Int'l, and those B***tard americans who drank with him, kept laughing at him for telling them stuff they are too stupid to understand, americans americans...empty vessels makes the most noise...how true man...dun get me wrong, i like americans...some of them.... those empty vessels should be locked out from this world.. or maybe they should be left in this world, since the ear5th's an insane asylum of the universe..let these crazy people hang around with each other then...

First post!!!

monday.. woke up at almost 3pm.. very lazy rainy afternoon.Lucky me, have got no work today, sacrificed one of my potential working days for orchestra, since my dear buddy -pei said it's now pretty important to participate actively in CCA to get into uni, so giving it a shot since my results kinda suck. Anyways, was thinking of tidying up my blog which was set up in i think may 1st and i haven't gone in till today after my sis explained how easy it is to set up a proper one, so i deleted my first entry, to start anew..actually there were so much that i could have written for the past few months, exams, new friends, colleagues, work and clubbing sessions haha.. ya now i have the drive to keep my blog updated..i was influenced by qiuqun's blog initially, then i realise my sis has one too, and so does many others hahafeel quite back dated but who cares.. yep! looking forward to the rest of the week, have to go prepare to go hua yue, but first to check my bank account see if my pay is in! woohooo!!!!