It's set.

Have had a roller coaster ride for two weeks.
Ended my ride yesterday...
tot it's better to walk my usual path..
nice and slow and enjoy the scenery around me

Sometimes things will not go your way
but what maters is you perserver ...
Do what you think is right and follow through

I did... ... ...

What will happen from here? I think like usual
my comfortable and stable path with my heart set on one thing
to get to my destination,not sure how far and where..
not even sure whether I am walking the right way
but I am taking hints and advise as I walk to guide me to the right place
It's fine to take a wrong turn or even a big U turn...
there will always be a way back for me to start all over again.

Let's hope this path I have chosen can bring me far ahead.

Heaven Knows?

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows